Memoir of an Heiress

Wednesday, May 28, 2008
8:57 PM

RUNNING AWAY FROM MY COMFORT ZONE

I know that almost everyone of you know that I am a fresh graduate and up to now I still can't find for a job that would suit me or maybe I am not just trying very hard.

Actually before I am officially called a graduate my alma mater, dls - sti colleges quezon avenue, is already offering me a job which is to become a professor in which of course I will teach subjects that interest my course. It's not just any other normal "Hey! You want to work for us?" conversation, the IT Dean was the one asking me. I seriously want to grab the opportunity because among the many students on my batch who I can say is more intelligent than I am, they will still want to hire me as a professor.

I'm more on the or side right now although the reasons are clearly stating that I should take the yes side. Here are some of the reasons that I am telling you.

yes
1. I know a lot of people which makes me more comfortable to work
2. The school is near to where I live
3. I don't need to go under the pressure of all the steps to be hired
4. The job is looking for me and not me looking for it

no
1. I want to explore the real world more
2. I want to take he challenge
3. I want to grow and run away from my comfort zone

I know the reasons are very minor and minimal but that's how I can think right now. I know I shouldn't be allowing myself turn into a pessimistic person that I am not but as of now I can't control it, maybe because I am confused and somewhat desperate to look for a job not because people are forcing me but I feel so bored and having a job will keep me away from that boredom.

The school becomes my comfort zone and until now I am still attached because of the simple reason that it also won't let me go. I am not complaining at all but do you think working around my comfort zone would be the best idea that I will do? Right at this very moment, I still didn't agree to work for them. I just told them that I am still waiting for my mom's opinion about the situation, which is so true. I want to grow up and run away from my childhood but I know that this will save me and let me learn more not just about myself but also about the things that I would love to know.

I am confused and tired of thinking. Maybe I should give in maybe not. I still have a week or two to decide and hopefully it will not be to late for me.

I thought everything would be alright but it's not and it is true, there is really a lot to know outside the comfort zone and that is the real world.

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Saturday, March 1, 2008
12:52 PM

Guess who's back (back, back). Back again (again, again).

Nope! Mr. Slim Shady ain't back but I am. Woot! Woot! I'm back again from that very long haitus *phew*, although school still ain't over I guess my workloads would be more lighter than the previous weeks.

I'm gonna update you now but pardon me because my life ain't that exciting.

Remember when I said that we are going to perform the modern version of Noli and El Fili last tuesday. Well, it didn't happened because our Rizal professor is not feeling well. It sucks because he informed us like an hour before the presentation time wherein almost all of us are already done fixing ourselves for the play. We all have our costumes and make-up done then *poof* the presentation was cancelled. I'm going to portray the very famous and intriguing character of sisa and I must admit that I like it, I don't care about maria clara because Sisa's the best.

Here's my Modern Day Sisa look

I don't look like Sisa-ish much but it's a modern version, so I guess it's okay. But if you have any suggestions about the look then you can still say so because our presentation was moved and we are going to perform it on March 2, which is also a Tuesday.

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Last February 27 (Wednesday) and February 28 (Thursday) was our school sportsfest which is entitled dls-sti l.e.a.p to 2008: sportsfest 2008. T'was both fun and boring. Fun because of course no classes and all we have to do was to go to the court and cheer for our team or should I say for our friends. Boring because it really was, hahaha.

Anyway, t'was on the first day of the sportsfest that we compete with the other team for the volleybal women's division and because t'was only a single-game competition we were out and was not able to compete with the other team. In short, we lose. Blame it on the student who stood as our coach, arrrgh! ang yabang niya soooobra.

Second day was a blast. Eventhough we don't have a game anymore to participate, we still went there for two main reasons: (1) April will be there and (2) cheer for our friends who made it to the championship.

Don't ask me why we are all in black, we didn't talked or planned about it. It just happened and seriously, I don't know what's with the color why almost all of us are wearing black.

I wasn't able to record the cheering routines but I'm going to ask for a copy if they have one then I'll post it in here. You'll probably love what the red team did, we are all laughing our ass of when they are performing. They are soooo great.

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February 29 was considered the must fuck up day on our entire life. Imagine all of us (my Rizal classmates and I) went up early because our Rizal professor told us that we are going to perform our interpretative dance for the second time.

Unfortunately, it didn't happened and was again cancelled like an hour before the performance.

Instead of making myself mad, I went to the mall to meet-up with hubby because he was there to accompany his auntie. They where in great image when I went there.

I saw the whole body mirror of great image and I kinda have a share of my vanity in there too, hahaha. I sooo want to have those kind of mirrors.

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There goes my boring life. Anyway, our school have a field trip today until monday but I didn't come with them because I just don't want to. I'll be hanging around for awhile and do my rounds and commenting.

Anyway, you can go check out all the photos on my multiply.

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