Memoir of an Heiress

Sunday, June 29, 2008
6:00 PM

New haircut

Finally, I got a new haircut and it is wayyyyy different from my before hair. It didn't went out like the one I posted before because I have no bangs and it's way shorter than Jessica Alba's but I loooooove it. I had it yesterday but I was not in the mood to blog about it yesterday but I am now very much thrilled to share my new haircut.

Behold the new me.

Look at my face, F na F e.

I looooove the hair.

Nagfly away na yung buhok ko.

There goes my new haircut. Okay! I'm thinking of having it rebonded but I still don' know because I seriously have a virgin hair as in no chemicals are being applied on my hair. What do you think? Should I go for the rebonded hair or just use an iron to make it more straighter?

Anyway, what do you think about the new hair? Yay or Nay?

Oh well, if you are not yet in plurk creat one now. PLURK is sooooo fun and interactive. See you there.

Saturday, June 28, 2008
2:37 AM

I still EXIST okay.

Yes! I'm still alive and kicking although I'm not updating this blog regularly like I used to but I do have the reasons and all of them are valid so please do understand.

I've been pretty busy from all my school works and just when I thought that leaving school and having a job will let you have all the time in the world but then I was wrong. My mind and body is drained by all my school works and once I reached my comfortable home whether I went home early noon or late night, the only thing that I can do is to tuck my self in bed and snooze until I am up again during the night and prepare my lesson for the next day. I'm not really preparing that much all I do is read the topic to be discussed and everything will went out fine. It's like I know almost everything even if there are things that I don't know and confused about. Maybe my convincing power is just too powerful that I convince all of them on certain things.

I am missing a lot of things, things that I've been doing when I was still a student. One of this is my self-confessed camwhoring and I guess it's just to obvious that I haven't post any photos yet for the past 2 weeks. I'll probably camwhore on weekends only if I feel like doing so because usually I do sleep a lot during the weekend. I also miss reading a good book but I am not sure where to insert the reading part on my very hectic schedule.

Anyway, I just wish that I can have my hair done today although my cousin promise me that she will cut my hair and maybe rebond it too. I am bored with my hair and I want to have a new one and I still want to have Jessica Alba's hair cut.

By the way, wish me luck because I am going to teach Fedora but I am still not aware how Fedora works. I just wish I'll learn everything on Wednesday because my coordinator promise me that he will teach me on Wednesday since he already undergo on a Fedora training.

I'm just updating and I need to go now. I am really tired and I want to sleep now.

IMY and ILY.

Monday, June 23, 2008
1:18 AM

I want.

As promise on my last post, I am going to provide photos of the new hairstyle that I want to have for my ever boring long hair and I choose to have the Jessica Alba hairstyle.

Here are the images.

It's not that short but still if you are going to compare it to my hair now it is quite shorter, labo. Anyhow, I do want to change my hair and I want to it so what do you guys think? I just saw the hairstyle when I was watching how do i look? and when I saw the hair I was like, "OMG! I am going to have my hair cut like those!". Hahaha!

For a change, why not try to have a shorter hair and a bangs. I do love my hair but I'm tired of it and besides my hair grows fast as a lighting, okay I was only joking about the lighting part but my hair grows fast.

Am I also boring you with this lame entry? Hope not.

Anyway, since we don't have classes today I am going to try to make a vlog maybe later this morning. Hopefully I'll do have the guts to make and post one, hahaha. Any idea on what I should share or talk about my first ever vlog?

I am being lame again. I'll update again tomorrow because I can't think and type comfortably because of the very cold weather, hahaha.

Sunday, June 22, 2008
1:11 AM

I'm going to be fine, I guess.

I've already talked to my coordinator about the matter (read my last post just below this one) and he didn't get mad at me, he actually understand my situation. He gave the subject to one of my friend who is also an instructor and in exchange to that he gave me my friend's subject that will conflict the subject that I gave up. Now my subjects are almost the same with the rest and that means that my preparation will b lessen but not my salary, hahaha.

I just signed my contract yesterday and according to he contract I will be working for them for the whole semester only and my contract will expire on October 2008 which is just around the corner, I mean October is not that far from June right. After that I'm still going to think if I am going to accept another semester with them. If you want to know how much I am earning you better message me over Y!M and I'll tell it to you, hahaha.

The only thing that I love about my current work is that I am not only close with the faculty and staff of the school but also my students, I do get along with them well and that's a very good sign but of course I am still building a very thin line for my students so that they will still treat me as their instructor.

Anyway, I am still having problems regarding my requirements. I need to complete all the requirements before the month ends or else I am not going to get my salary but how am I going to do that if I don't have any money to complete my requirements as well as I don't have that much time to go to places wherein I can get the needed requirements.

Thank God I don't have a Saturday schedule and I will definitely use that day as well as Sunday to just rest for the whole day and thank God for my blog and my online buddies for always being there for me. You know who you are people and I am not going to give names.

PS. I want to have a new hairstyle and I am thinking of having the Jessica Alba look, what do you think? I'll provide photos next time. If you have any suggestions let me know, I am getting bored with my long hair.

PPS. Add me up on Plurk. If you don't have one then better make one now, it's fun. It's like twitter but more fun.

Labels: emotions, experiences, plugging, school

Thursday, June 19, 2008
11:51 PM

I QUIT!

I so hate myself for being so pessimistic. I've been thinking of quitting my job but then again I am somewhat enjoying it, labo. I've been complaining lately about this one subject that I can't understand completely or maybe I am just being pessimistic and that causes me for not to understand it but then again I just can't.

I am going to talk this matter to the coordinator where I belong and maybe he'll consider giving me loads that are somewhat the same with the other loads that I have. As early as now I am going to say my side rather than keep it with my self and suffer from it.

This is not the usual me, in fact I am starting to let it all out by crying. Yes! I can now feel the burden just because of this one subject that I want to give up. It's not fair if they allow the others give up some of their load for the same reason that they can't understand it, they should allow me because they already did it to the others. Considering that I have two subjects that I don't even know at all and I am trying my best to study it.

God! Please do allow them to allow me to give up that very one subject that causes me burden and pain right now.

Honestly speaking, I am not enjoying my job 100%, I mean right before as well as after I took the job I am still on the 50-50 basis. I am right with my feelings, I should not really accept the job after all.

Why am I being like this? This is not me and I am hating it. Maybe I was just shocked and I am still adjusting with the situation but then again maybe this career is not really meant for me.

Oh my! Just help me pray that they'll allow me to give up that very subject that I don't like then I'll be fine, I guess.

PS. I have a vista desktop already, hahaha.

Labels: emotions, experiences, job, school

Wednesday, June 18, 2008
1:33 AM

Hataw sa Day 2

Taglish na lang ha, nasa mood naman ako pero hirap na akong magisip natuyo na ata utak ko sa kakaprepare nang lectures. 5 preparations kaya ginagawa ko para lang makapag-lecture ako, sakit sa ulo.

As the title goes, hataw talaga ako. As in from 7am hanggang 5pm super salita at tayo ako, kulang na lang mag-stay na ako sa kinatatayuan ko yung tipong kumagat na sa lupa yung mga ugat ko sa binti, hahaha. Although meron naman akong break pero kamusta naman ang 1 hour break in total from 7am to 5pm, ayaw mo maniwala? Check my past entry entitled SCHOOL is COOL! to see my schedule.

Infairness mukhang papayat ako nito yun nga lang baka magka-ulcer naman ako. Gaya kanina mga around 4:30pm na ata ako nakakain, bread pa. Halos nabubuhay ako sa kakainom nang tubig, good thing at nagdala ako nang lalagyanan ko nang water.

Alam niyo parang ngayon pa lang gusto ko na sumuko although nag-e-enjoy naman ako kaya lang hindi kinakaya nang katawan ko. Paguwi ko wala na akong ibang gagawin kundi matulog nang matulog, minsan hindi na ako nakakakain. Ewan, siguro nasa adjusting stage pa din ako hanggang ngayon biruin mo gigising ako as early as 5:30am para lang hindi ako malate kasi hanggang 7:15am lang ang allowance kapag 7:16am bukod sa meron ka nang tardy bawas pa sa sweldo.

Sige hanggang dito na lang muna. Blog na lang ulit ako maybe next time kasi malamang tomorrow baka hindi ko magawa yun kasi 9pm or maybe 10pm na ako makakauwi tapos kailangan ko agad mag-sleep kasi on Thursday 7am ang class ko. Pucha! Lagare e noh. Ewan ko ba hindi ko naman ginusto na maging ganito tsaka kung bibigyan ako nang chance kung pwewdeng bawasan yung subjec ko ayos lang sa akin kahit bawas din sasahurin ko kesa naman yung sa ganito, stressed and haggard ka na. Buti hindi pa ako nagkwento sa nanay ko malamang kapag nalaman niya na ganito kalagayan ko pagagalitan niya ako.

Next time na lang ulit. Bye!

PS. happy birthday Cindaaaaay! You know I love you.

Monday, June 16, 2008
10:18 PM

SY 2008 - 2009, welcome.

Yay! I can officially call myself mam angie and I am an official instructor already, hahaha. Today is my first day at work it was all good.

I woke up at around 5:30am just to prepare for my morning rituals, early much? I need to because if not I'll rush again my every moments just so I can make it to school before 7am. I was in school at exactly 6:40am that means I still have about 10 minutes before my first class starts.

There are a lot of funny moments before I was able to meet my dear students. The IT program director gave us a revised copy of our schedule early this day and there are a lot of changes especially on the room assignment. According to my revised schedule I should be occupying the 302-A room but when I got there along with my students someone is already using it. Lucky, the instructor is also new and we are kind of close because of the numerous meetings that we've attended together. We kind of chat for a bit about the room assignment and he told me that 302-A is also assigned for him at the exact time that I'll be using it. Since his the first one to occupy the room, I let him used it and decided to go to another vacant room.

Funny thing is that my original class is not around, or maybe they are but I was not able to meet them because I was assigned on a room with a section that is not assigned to me but same subject. Instead of meeting up with my BSCS101A students, I am in front of the DIT101A students on which I don't know who the instructor should be.

In short, the morning class was like a roller coaster ride.

Most of my handle students are freshmen and a little of the old students but it was all good. I just hate the last subject because almost all of my students are boys and you know how boys act around with a new instructor right but I am proud to say that I did not give in to their usual pang-aasar ways.

My feet hurts from standing in front of the class for a total of 4.5 hours with a 30 minutes break only.

I just hope tomorrow will be much more better although I must admit that I don't like my schedule because I'll be in school from 7am up to 5pm with a total of 1 hour break only.

Wish me luck people, wish me luck.

***

I made a vlog something similar to Nadine. Yes! The singing vlog because she told me about the site where she recorded her own singing vlog. Unfortunately, it didn't went well because my voice won't sync with the music during playback but when I am recording it everything is synchronized. I'm going to try to make another one maybe on Saturday since its my day-off.

A must see vlog: Tricia's first ever vlog.

Super inggit ako kasi matagal ko na pinapangarap na makapag-vlog kaya lang nahihiya ako, sana lang next time magkaron na ako nang lakas nang loob.

PS. Watch out for my upcoming singing vlog, hahaha.

Labels: experiences, people, school, vlog

Sunday, June 15, 2008
12:36 AM

Double Celebration

There are two special person in my life who have something do to with today's date and that's the reason for the title.

First stop.

Today is the day of our beloved father's. Yes! It's father's day already and I want to greet all of the fathers out there a very happy father's day.

Allen C. Vianzon

Pa, thank you for everything and always remember that whatever happened you will always and forever be my dearest father.

Anyway, sorry about the photo that I used. My father is not fond of taking his pictures. I just found this on my drive, I remember that he made me scanned this photo like 2 months ago because according to him this is the only photo wherein he looks good. By the way, the photo is taken way back as in a very long years ago while he was still working on Dubai (or was it Jeddah) as the manager of the first ever opened McDonald's branch there. Just a little trivia to share.

Second stop.

How can I forget about my sister's birthday. She is celebrating her birthday today and she just turned 19 today. Ok! My little sister not little anymore although technically when it comes to height she's still a bit small for her age, hahaha.

jonnah maire vianzon

You know I love you and I'll always be around.
Happy Birthday Maire!

There. Today's going to be a blast because it's father's day and my sister's birthday.

Again,
happy father's day and happy birthday

Labels: birthday, father's day, greetings

Saturday, June 14, 2008
3:29 AM

Updating nonstop

I just can't believe myself that I am updating my blog almost everyday or maybe every other day if not everyday, hahaha. It is not natural for me to be updating my blog like this, maybe I am just inspired or just having this urge to blog about whatever stuffs.

Anyway, yesterday I went to this faculty meeting slash orientation at school and I am starting to feel the professional wind blowing into my system although there are still this thoughts and feelings that I don't want to undergo the stress of being an instructor but then again there is no harm in trying. I had so much fun, the fact that I am getting more closer and closer to the people I've been with for the past 4 years of my college existence and now I am getting to know them on the deeper aspect. It was nice to know that despite the fact that I am their former student they are also giving me the same respect as an instructor, I am very overwhelmed by the treatment and at the same time thankful that I did a great job on the decision department which is deciding if I'll take the job or not.

By the way, have you seen Nadine's vlog? OMG! She is such a good singer, I admit I am so envy her. As you can see I am a frustrated singer but I disappoint myself when I start singing, hahaha. Go check it out.

Speaking of vlog, I wonder when will I have the guts to make one? I mean I've been thinking of vlogging for ages now and even made lots of vlog although it all went to that desktop icon called recycle bin and never will be retrieve again, hahaha. I just wished one of this days I'll have the guts to show the world my kagagahan moments.

Before I forget, now I know the reason why my day was ruined yesterday. It's because o that Friday the 13th thing although I am not a believer but I guess I need to start believing in it. Yesterday was a good vibes turned to bad vibes and up to now it still is.

Labels: random, school, updates, vlog

Thursday, June 12, 2008
5:06 PM

Back to school in 5 days

Opening of classes will be on June 16 and if I am correct it will be 5 days from now. Anyway, I am still not yet prepared for my first day meaning I still don't have bought myself a new office attire clothings which I will need for my teaching career. Although I have a few top I just can't settle with those because I am going to be in school for 5 consecutive days and it is not proper (for me) to wear the exact same top twice on a week.

Th feelings is actually undefined, as if there is such a word but it really is. Mixed emotions would do but undefined is more like it, labo. Anyhow, as early as today I am now planning on how I will deliver my lessons in short my teaching techniques. I am actually talking to myself like I am talking to a whole bunch of students when I am going to meet them on the very first day. Like how am I going to introduce myself and stuffs like that.

I just hope that I'll do great and basically have fun on my first ever job. So wish me luck, lots of luck.

Anyway, I already got my graduation pictures those from the pictorials. I actually got it last week I just forgot to blog about it, hehehe.

Sorry for the low quality output of the photos, I only scanned it.

By the way, please do link my other blog although I am going to update this blog more often.

My other blog is http://miiszheiress.com.

Labels: pictures, school

Wednesday, June 11, 2008
11:40 PM

Okrayan pala ha.

Kaninang tanghali tinanong ako ni boyfriend kung pwede ba niya hiramin yung laptop ko to go online kasi yung computer niya nasira, nag-crash na ata yung hard disk niya. Pumayag ako kasi wala naman akong gagawin tsaka ano lang ba naman ang ginagawa niya nagbubukas lang nang Friendster, nanonood sa YouTube tsaka nakikipag-chat.

Hindi ko alam na nakabukas pala yung webcam at merong nag-view sa kanya na friend niya sa chat which is a girl pero okay lang kasi hindi naman ako selosa. Nalaman ko na lang na naka-open pala yung webcam noong hindi ko naman sinasadya na makita yung usapan nila. Tinanong kasi nong ka-chat niya na girl kung kaninong braso yung bigla na lang dumaan sa webcam syempre sinabi ni boyfriend na sa akin. Syempre itatanong niyo naman bakit naman pinakita mo yung braso mo, meron kasi akong ilalagay dun sa study table e malapit lang yung mini-desk dun sa study table kaya napadaan yung braso ko sa webcam.

Syempre yung girl mega ask kung pwede daw ba akong makita, e ayaw ko hindi naman kami close para magpakita ako sa kanya. Super pilit si girl kaya sabi ni boyfriend tignan mo na lang friendster niya meron siya mga pictures dun. Tinignan naman nang hitad bigla ba naman message sa boyfriend ko kung seryoso daw ba siya na account ko yung binigay ni boyfriend kasi mukha daw lalaki yung nasa picture, since naka-private yung account ko hindi niya makikita yung mga pictures ko.

Naasar si boyfriend, nagshare nang photos tapos biglang tanong dun sa hitad na yun kung ano da itsura ko. Tama ba namang sabihin niya na okay na, pwede na, pretty. At kamusta naman na super share din siya nang mga pictures niya na puro mula noo hanggang labi lang ang nakikita.

At ang kapal nang mukha na i-add pa ako sa friendster, e sorry siya hindi naman ako nag-a-accept nang hindi ko ka-close, hahaha.

Ayan yung primary picture ko sa friendster ngayon. Yan din yung nakita noong hitad na yun. Yung totoo, mukha ba talaga akong lalaki?

At dahil sa friend siya ni boyfriend sa friendster nakita ko yung mga pictures niya, naka-private din kasi ang loka.

Ang name niya sa Y!M is Shumi Rovaid pero sa friendster Shumi Verano. In fairness naman sa akin, pinili ko pa yang mga pictures na yan hah.

Hindi ko naman sinasabi na maganda ako at never ko din naman sinabi na maganda ako. Ang hindi ko lang ma-take kung makapanglait siya akala mo naman dyosa siya, okay lang kung dyosa ang lalait sa akin carry ko naman noh. At hindi ako insecure, naiinis lang talaga ako hindi naman kasi tama na manghusga agad siya nang tao nang hindi pa niya kilala. Matapos niya akong okrayin i-a-add niya ako sa friendster, duh! Sana kinaibigan muna niya ako tsaka kami mag-okrayan para masaya diba.

Pero yung totoo? Mukha ba talaga akong lalaki? Hahaha, napaisip daw bang bigla. Pucha! Wala akong pakialam kung mababasa niya tong post ko, care ko ba. Akin naman tong blog kaya pwede ko ilagay kung anong gusto kong ilagay, hahaha.

Ayan, okay na ako. Kanina ko pa gusto ilabas yung asar ko e, hahaha. Grabe! Ang sama ko ba? Hindi naman siguro.

Labels: shumi rovaid, shumi verano

Tuesday, June 10, 2008
4:14 AM

Will it Blend? - iPhone

OMG! This video is the craziest video I ever watched but please do not try this at home, hahaha.

PS. I want to blog but I don't know where to start and what to say, I'm just going to fix my brainstormed mind and blog about it tomorrow.

PPS. My domain blog is already running and it is open for link exchange, visit it at http://miiszheiress.com. Don't forget to leave your marks.

Labels: miiszheiress.com, videos

Saturday, June 7, 2008
2:56 AM

SCHOOL is COOL!

School Year 2008 - 2009 will already start in about a couple of days from now that means there will be no more late night activities and fun because you need to wake up as early as you can for your 7am class.

That reminds me of my every first school day moments wherein I keep on forcing myself to wake up as early as 5:30am to prepare for my 7am class and wherein I rush my every morning rituals just so I can do it all in a short period of time. Those are the most precious days of my entire student life.

Now that I'm done with the student life and starting to explore the real world, I am not going to miss those precious moments when I was still a student. Thinking why I wouldn't missed it? It's because I am still going to do that same actions over and over again for 6 months because just like a student I am now preparing myself for my first school day moment for school not being a student but being an assistant instructor. My environment suddenly turned to a 180 degrees in a blink of an eye.

Yes! I'm proud to say that I am going to teach 1st year and some 2nd year students on the very same school that I graduated. It's not actually easy for me since there are still people studying there who are close to me and I'm not sure if I can work effectively with them teasing around but I guess I can handle it.

Here's my SY 2008 - 2009 schedule

My schedule is fully loaded but I'll still have the time to enjoy life. Based on my schedule my ranking is Full Time, Assistant Instructor and I have a units overload.

I'm going to teach IT subjects some of which are easy for me while some I still need to study but I'm ready and at least I learn more. I just which I'll be an effective instructor and I am also hoping that my soon to be students will cooperate and learn from me.

I'll leave you all with that but I'll be back for more updates later. I'm already tired and sleepy.

Labels: emotions, experiences, feelings, school, updates

Thursday, June 5, 2008
12:37 AM

Ready or not, here I come.

I guess almost everyone of you know that I had this job hunting thing going on especially that one from where my alma mater asked me to work for them as an IT instructor. After 2 days of completing the requirements such as the demo presentation and the psychological exam, I am now a certified IT instructor.

Don't ask me about my compensation yet because I still don't know the details and besides I am not signing any contract yet maybe I will know all the information by tomorrow, which is actually today at around 8am, because I am going to attend a faculty development event.

Up to now I am still not sure if I want to do this or not. I am still on the middle and I still have a 50-50 decision. I want to do this but I am contradicting my own self, everything is still confusing.

Anyway, my status would be a part-time full load instructor that means I will go to school at 7am or even earlier and go home at around 5pm onwards. Because I am on the full load status, I am going to teach 6 different subjects but I still don't know how many classes.

Life sucks and I suck, hahaha.

Now, I got to practice speaking in front of a lot of people looking very smart and knowledgeable. I just wish the students won't asked questions out of the blue.

I'll update you with all the details as soon as I get to know it all.

Labels: experiences, first job

Tuesday, June 3, 2008
1:43 PM

One Proud Filipina, PRESENT!

Proud ka ba sa LAHI mo?

Kung isang malaking oo ang sagot mo, ano pang hinihintay mo at ipagmalaki at ipagsigawan mo na sa buong mundo na proud to be pinoy ka. Kung meron kang multiply account, puntahan mo ang account ni angelo aquino at malalaman niyo kung papaano niyo maipagmamalaki ang inyong lahi.

Sa totoo lang nalaman ko ang tungkol sa project na ito dahil kay Kai. Sumali ako hindi dahil sa naiingit ako or dahil sa halos lahat ay sumali na, sumali ako dahil proud ako at naging PINAY ako.

Ikaw naman ang sumagot sa tanong na proud ka ba sa lahi mo?

Labels: angelo aquino, filipina, philippines, pinay, project proud filipino, proud filipina, proud pinay

Monday, June 2, 2008
2:07 AM

My mind is all set

I've been in a state of confusion for almost 2 weeks now but I already come up to a decision and my mind is all set to take that decision seriously even if I it will not last for a very long time.

After talking to a lot of people to help me sort the advantages and disadvantages my final decision would be to go and grab that teaching opportunity that is being offered to me by my alma mater. Although I haven't got the chance yet to tell them my decision but I am going to contact them and let them now that I do want to try working for them.

I also did set my mind that my teaching career will not be forever and I am going to set a time line on until when it would stop. I have nothing against being in the teaching industry but I have a lot of plans and I can't settle for being a teacher for a very long time.

On the lighter note, I am very much excited on what will happen on my first day of class because everything turned 360 degrees and I am going to be standing in front of the students. I just wish everything will turn out fine.

Anyway, I am going to update you on what will happen. In the meantime, I need to figure out how to contact the dean because she told me that if my mind is already set I'll just text her but how will I text her if I don't have any credits left? Hahaha. Nothing just want to make you all laugh but I'll update you soon.

//EDIT

I already discuss this matter to the the school dean and she told me to prepare a topic demo for tomorrow. Now my only problem is that I can't think of any topic right now, hahaha.

I must go and think for a topic now or I'll be a dead meat tomorrow.

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