I know that almost everyone of you know that I am a fresh graduate and up to now I still can't find for a job that would suit me or maybe I am not just trying very hard.
Actually before I am officially called a graduate my alma mater, dls - sti colleges quezon avenue, is already offering me a job which is to become a professor in which of course I will teach subjects that interest my course. It's not just any other normal "Hey! You want to work for us?" conversation, the IT Dean was the one asking me. I seriously want to grab the opportunity because among the many students on my batch who I can say is more intelligent than I am, they will still want to hire me as a professor.
I'm more on the or side right now although the reasons are clearly stating that I should take the yes side. Here are some of the reasons that I am telling you.
yes 1. I know a lot of people which makes me more comfortable to work 2. The school is near to where I live 3. I don't need to go under the pressure of all the steps to be hired 4. The job is looking for me and not me looking for it
no 1. I want to explore the real world more 2. I want to take he challenge 3. I want to grow and run away from my comfort zone
I know the reasons are very minor and minimal but that's how I can think right now. I know I shouldn't be allowing myself turn into a pessimistic person that I am not but as of now I can't control it, maybe because I am confused and somewhat desperate to look for a job not because people are forcing me but I feel so bored and having a job will keep me away from that boredom.
The school becomes my comfort zone and until now I am still attached because of the simple reason that it also won't let me go. I am not complaining at all but do you think working around my comfort zone would be the best idea that I will do? Right at this very moment, I still didn't agree to work for them. I just told them that I am still waiting for my mom's opinion about the situation, which is so true. I want to grow up and run away from my childhood but I know that this will save me and let me learn more not just about myself but also about the things that I would love to know.
I am confused and tired of thinking. Maybe I should give in maybe not. I still have a week or two to decide and hopefully it will not be to late for me.
I thought everything would be alright but it's not and it is true, there is really a lot to know outside the comfort zone and that is the real world.
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