Memoir of an Heiress

Saturday, May 31, 2008
4:17 AM

Happy Birthday Mommy Lola

Mommy,

I know I do owe you a lot of things because you were always there for me whenever I need you. Words will not be enough for me to let you know how much I truly appreciate and love you and nothing is this world will ever be compared to you.

Remember that no matter what happen you will always be the best lola that I ever had and I will never exchange you with anyone else.

Happy Birthday and I love you with all my heart

Labels: birthday, greetings

Thursday, May 29, 2008
3:22 PM

Movies. Movies. Movies.

I am torn between the movies sex and the city and caregiver. Like I can't seriously figure out what to watch first, hahaha. Anyway, I do want to watch both films for some reasons such as I am an avid sex and the city fan and I want to know the lives of an OFW because my mom is working abroad and although I understand her there is still a part of me that want to understand her more and I am pretty sure that Caregiver will show it to me.

I know I can watch it both but of course not at the same time or day because it will broke my wallet which is already broken as of this moment, hahaha. I just can't figure out what to watch first but I'm definitely going to watch them both although not on it's premiere, hahaha.

Anyway, speaking of movies I can't really wait to watch twilight. Just thinking about it makes me feel the goosebumps, I so want to see Edward, hahaha. Sadly, I guess it will really be release here in the Philippines by january 8, 2009 while in US they will be airing it on december 12 of this year which is not fair.

I can see a lot of movie trailers and photos all over the net and the more I see them the more I feel the excitement.

Watch the trailer.

Damn! Watch out for Edward's smile at 0:47, hahaha. He's so damn sexy.

Also check out MTV's Twilight Movie Trailer here. It's by far the best trailer I saw. It's behind the scene and you can see the official cast.

Oh well, I can't wait for the twilight movie and the fourth book.

I'll leave now. I'm going to DL the Twilight soundtrack.

Labels: caregiver, movies, sex and the city, twilight saga

Wednesday, May 28, 2008
8:57 PM

RUNNING AWAY FROM MY COMFORT ZONE

I know that almost everyone of you know that I am a fresh graduate and up to now I still can't find for a job that would suit me or maybe I am not just trying very hard.

Actually before I am officially called a graduate my alma mater, dls - sti colleges quezon avenue, is already offering me a job which is to become a professor in which of course I will teach subjects that interest my course. It's not just any other normal "Hey! You want to work for us?" conversation, the IT Dean was the one asking me. I seriously want to grab the opportunity because among the many students on my batch who I can say is more intelligent than I am, they will still want to hire me as a professor.

I'm more on the or side right now although the reasons are clearly stating that I should take the yes side. Here are some of the reasons that I am telling you.

yes
1. I know a lot of people which makes me more comfortable to work
2. The school is near to where I live
3. I don't need to go under the pressure of all the steps to be hired
4. The job is looking for me and not me looking for it

no
1. I want to explore the real world more
2. I want to take he challenge
3. I want to grow and run away from my comfort zone

I know the reasons are very minor and minimal but that's how I can think right now. I know I shouldn't be allowing myself turn into a pessimistic person that I am not but as of now I can't control it, maybe because I am confused and somewhat desperate to look for a job not because people are forcing me but I feel so bored and having a job will keep me away from that boredom.

The school becomes my comfort zone and until now I am still attached because of the simple reason that it also won't let me go. I am not complaining at all but do you think working around my comfort zone would be the best idea that I will do? Right at this very moment, I still didn't agree to work for them. I just told them that I am still waiting for my mom's opinion about the situation, which is so true. I want to grow up and run away from my childhood but I know that this will save me and let me learn more not just about myself but also about the things that I would love to know.

I am confused and tired of thinking. Maybe I should give in maybe not. I still have a week or two to decide and hopefully it will not be to late for me.

I thought everything would be alright but it's not and it is true, there is really a lot to know outside the comfort zone and that is the real world.

Labels: blogging, boring life, confused, updates

Saturday, May 24, 2008
3:52 PM

"I failed...

but I'm standing up as high as I can"

Weh! Ang drama nang title ko noh, hahaha. The title seriously have a connection to what I am going to tell all of you.

Anyway, I just experienced my first ever job interview. Just last Tuesday I went to PeopleSupport Center (call center) in Makati because I have a 1pm schedule. I woke up as early as 7am to prepare and to give myself an allowance because I'm not sure were I am going, it's better to be early than late.

I'm not sure if I am nervous or just confused because I don't have any idea on what I am going to do and to answer but I know I'm not nervous at all although I can feel the butterflies in my stomach.

To cut the story short, I passed all the exams and went through to have the final interview but unfortunately I wasn't able to get through the final interview and I wasn't hired.

I'm not really feeling disappointed or anything about the situation actually I am laughing at myself because of the answers that I gave them. I mean, it's really hard to answer questions if there is no reason at all why you want to do stuffs that you want to do, right.

Don't worry, I'm all good and I'm not yet ready to work as of this very moment. Maybe I'll pursue the job hunting next month.

Anyway, the dean of the IT Department of my Alma Mater is offering me a job. She's asking me if I want to work there as a professor and teach maybe first year and second year students with of course about IT. What do you guys think? Should I grab it or not? I mean it'll help me increase my knowledge that is related to my course. I'm confused, I'm still weighing the "YES! GO AND GRAB IT" with the "NO! IT'LL MAKE THINGS WORSE FOR YOU" conscience.

I know I promised y'all that I'm going to update you with lots of stuffs but I don't know where to start and how to start it. I guess I'll be leaving you again with this short post and maybe you can help me weigh things out.

PS.
Please don't forget to vote for me at http://www.candymag.com/blogawards/blog/memoir-of-an-heiress

PPS.
My internet connection sucks but hopefully it will be fixed sooner or later.

PPPS.
I totally miss you all. Hope everyone is doing great, I promise to get back at you sooner or later.

Wednesday, May 21, 2008
9:41 PM

Currently MIA

I'm such a loser for really neglecting my blog although I have a reason for the neglection I still can't help but feel sorry for myself for not allowing myself my other world which is in the world wide web.

I'm going to flood you with all the updates from the past weeks that I'm not online the next time that I will have the chance to be online again. I have a lot to tell you and probably it'll bore you to death, hahaha. I so miss you all and I promise to be back as soon as I can.

Anyway, please don't forget to VOTE for me. My blog is nominated for the BEST OVERALL BLOG and I will surely appreciate if you will do vote for me. I honestly, do want to win on the candymag blog awards.

Another favor that I want to ask you would be to sign the petition for the twilight movie release in the philippines. As you can see they are going to release the movie on January 8, 2009 but if the Ayala people will see that there are lots of Twilight fans out there then they might consider releasing it on December 12.

Click HERE to sign the petition.

There. Another nonsense but I do promise to update this next time, more stories to come soon.

PS.
Please to VOTE for me and please do sign the petition.

PPS.
I so miss you all. Sorry for not replyinh to all your comments I promise to return them soon.

Labels: candymag blog awards, random, twilight saga, updates

Friday, May 9, 2008
1:11 PM

Hiatus mode

I don't really want to be on a hiatus mode but I just did because I've been busy looking for my first ever job and so far I haven't got one yet, boo me. All my accounts are neglected big time and I can only respond to your messages and comments every other week or so. Also, my internet connection is being a bitch on me.

Anyway, got myself a new layout. What can you say about it? Is it nice or not? I'm kind of tired with the black and pink combination. Whatever.

Oh gawd! I super miss Edward and Bella. I'm done with all the 3 books and I'm still waiting for the 4th one. I can't wait to let them intrude my life, hahaha.

When I'm not hunting for a job, I am pretty much busy watching television. I so love watching the ETC channel as well as the Velvet and the Food Network and MTV of course. I am currently addicted again with The Simple Life and Meeting up with the Kardishians. Must not forget about the Gossip Girl which I am currently downloading the 16th episode.

Oh well, I really don't know what else to talk about. I'll leave you now with this random post and a new layout. I promise to be back with a decent post.

Miss y'all.

Labels: books, random, television, updates

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